bear with me guys.

i jus had to do this. today's my anniversary. i always imagined 09/03/09 as a wonderful date that even a simple dinner would make me the most contented person on earth. and then i even thought of 09/09/09. u know, 9 is tombola's supposedly number that is known as the love potion. 9 in chinese means lasting. 9 means alot of things to me, it spells you in one number.

most of you know how much of a perfectionist i am. but its funny how i fell in love with the most imperfect thing in my life - Woodhouse.

a friend told me that wood houses are the most unsafe kind of houses to be in. theyre not stable and they get blown away by strong winds. but its so funny how much security i can get from being with something that unstable.

we go back a long way, from secondary school till working life. we have been through so much together, so much so that going through anything together anymore would be just too painful. but i really love him and i really miss him to itsy bits. and it feels like i would just do it all over again with no regrets.

it feels like a long night. happy 5 years baby <3